I Think I Hear My Mother Calling...
...and, Boy! Does He Sound Mad!
A dog comes when he is called, but a cat takes a message and will get back to you later.--Mary Bly
{PS: Things could not have gone any worse for me up until 6 months ago, then they absolutely plummeted and now I have to put up with more angst inducing weirdness and take it on the chin?
--nuh-uh!
I hear these guys mumbling "beautiful" and "who is she" and some say "she's my mom" and some say "she's my wife".
And sometimes to actually hear my name called!--one guy in particular seems to have lost his wife and is searching high and low for her--the bus, the train, any restaurant I happen to randomly pop into--so much stress to have to hear about it and hold down a meal or catch the next bus while all this is going on...
(I am not 'the wife' in the biblical sense, since I see him go home to his real wife, he just flies in for the day, does some work and goes back home to her; I am a 'working girl', the worst kind ever, the type that actually does not get paid for a job well done! ergo~GOD, and the need for One!)
Still my second rate life; where most girls get to age to perfection and 'beautiful' to them means 'timeless', for me that kind of remarkable beauty translates to 'dateless'--or am I mis.hearing 'beautiful' for 'pitiful'?
Besides, there's no shortage of beauty in the world, just a lack of clean public restrooms and frequent LA Metro buses that run on time.
What's more, as I read this entry to edit it, I am watching this really pretty young woman (a classic beauty, like Venus) outside a coffee shop shedding a stream of tears and it just reinforces what I have known all along, Beauty is not an Armor impervious to being pierced by Sorrow.
And do You mean I don't get to kick back and play "Can You Tag (Finger) Malcolm" (the adult version of "Where's Waldo") forever hereafter--I thought I was on some level of the death plane (heaven, hell, earth2,3, 4...); or tell jokes to myself once I get home (i.e., haunt the house; a step up for me-- that type of behavior was limited to the kitchen in real life)?
I know this is not any kind of love story, the last thing I would be looking for, assuming I do get to the threshold of heaven, would be a 'husband', so that begs the question, 'Have we caught the culprit(s), yet?' I soo need a vacation! (and at this rate the interest alone you all owe me for backpay must be astronomical--so the sooner we settle this the better).
Great (10/18/2012/..so that's how it is Dad, 'hello' n 'good-bye' n 'you ditch, too?!' it's not like I can't hear You telling bro # 2 and bro #3 'it's your sister'!! If You all insist on this routine, then make it so I don't have to hear yous guys.}
Using functional magnetic resonance imaging (fMRI), brain activation patterns were examined in response to hearing one’s own first name in contrast to hearing the names of others. There are several regions in the left hemisphere that show greater activation to one’s own name, including middle frontal cortex, middle and superior temporal cortex, and cuneus.
These findings provide evidence that hearing one’s own name has unique brain functioning activation specific to one’s own name in relation to the names of others.
(Hi, Norman--You wouldn't be Swedish, by any chance?)
& Putting The Conspiracy Theories To Rest
In recent history, there is such an instance described by Mother Teresa which led Her to what became Her life's mission in India.
She, being a faithful person, did not question the Voice as anything other than being patently genuine and the Voice of some Agency of God, (God, an Angel, my Mom in her kitchen?), and did not run around trying to locate the source like the rest of us would by first typing in some keywords into our favorite online search engine.
And prior to the advent of such emergent technology, there is evidence that this sort of thing has been going on for quite some time, and Say What!--no modern technology required?
Isaiah 43:1
And now, thus said Jehovah, Thy Creator, O Jacob, and thy Fashioner, O Israel, Be not afraid, for I have redeemed thee, I have called on thy name -- thou art Mine.
Isaiah 45:3
I will give you the treasures of darkness, riches stored in secret places, so that you may know that I am the LORD, the God of Israel, Who summons you by name.
Yet, with the advent of technology (the Internet) and information from questionable sources (like bloggers and Fox News) for unverified reasons (disinformation and to hang on to their money) it becomes necessary to figure out what may or may not be a viable call from a legitimate caller (Holy God and Company).
Steve at the US Army Signal Corps Doing the (Name) Calling...
1. God is Responsive to the caller and can help
- Examples of those hearing the call are called by name and sometimes even Named by the Caller:
Surah 19 Maryam (Mary)
3. Those hearing the call are God's Servants (Moses, Elijah, Isma3yliya, the Faithful, Believers), and the Muslims are called first.
4. The Mechanism to Call and/or hear the Caller is Primordial, it should require no man-made (synthesized) technology, since it is stipulated that God has already spoken to not only Adam and the Prophets, but some of Adam's offspring before the Last Day.
5. A Description That Such a Natural Mechanism Does Exist
(that's why it's wrong to tamper with people and make them think otherwise)
- Yet, there is a barrier that cannot be breached, except for special circumstances (like Death/Wrongful Death/Premature Death/Martyrdom/etc.) or by special agencies (like Angels).
- The concept limbo tries to explain such a mechanism; in the Arabic it is referred to as barzalch or the veil.
- barzalch, the Barrier that separates the worlds (the veil)--Angels are used to convey messages between the worlds (can breach the barrier).
- some say that it is a spacetime where the Soul lingers between planes of existence (ie., as it travels from plane-to-plane/ level-to-level/ tier-to-tier between earth, heaven and hell) for some unspecified period of time (usually understood to mean after one's death; younger generations familiar with first person player games may be more comfortable with it having come across the concept of 'levelling up' like in World of Warcraft).
- It would seem, and it must be taught, that Heaven and Earth coexist both spatially and temporally.
- And that they are co-mingled, but we are unaware of that being the case when we are born as infants and have a conventional life on Earth... (Don't panic! It's not the first time I played matchmaker!! Something I choose to do to fill this time with since You.Know.He.Who doesn't want me to 'run with the pack,' heh, heh--snark.)
- The understanding is that while God provides us with benefits from heaven as well as earth, the boon of God's Grace does not trickle down to those considered to be in hell (ie., a low moral level of existence).
- Apparently sound works just fine between the tiers/planes of existence through the barrier, that's why the sobriquet Isma3el (He Can Hear God, or God Heard him/her), since there is an allusion that there are those already at the cusp? who can be heard calling out (7:46).
7:46 And Between (them) is a Veil (Barrier حِجَابٌ),
and on the Heights (Al.A3raf) are Men who know everyone by their marks (their names بِسِيمَاهُمْ)
and they call the denizens of Heaven, "Truly, Peace Be Upon You!"
They have not yet entered it, and they long to.
The fact that the text expressly states that they are Men, explains why my presence here is unexpected, unwanted, not welcome, and...Surprise!
The implication is that these are good men, based on the reputation of those known to have been inducted into such a service in the past--I give Yous Guys, Solomon, and no, He was not happy to see me hear/here, either!
حَتَّى تَوَارَتْ بِالْحِجَابِ
- The understanding is that this suspended state, like an arrested development, akin to a hibernation, falls upon certain individuals all of the sudden, without them having any indication when and if it happens to them or even if they are in it at all. Surah 36:9 gives a further description:
36:9 And We Closed Off (Sddna) what is between their hands (their present, what they are currently doing) and of what is behind them (what they had done in the past) Closed Off (Sddna), And (in this manner) We Veiled them while they were Unaware.
(Surah 36:9 is metaphorically speaking of giving closure to something, or finality to whatever it was they were doing or had done in the past while they were taken into this Veiled existence, unawares. (One recent example is how I was not supposed to notice how my morning prayer was interrupted right after the first rack3a last Sunday Oct. 20, 2012 (but that's why I get confused about the date/time)). Read Sedna legends of the Native Americans, and the Recent sighting of Sedna in Orbit, and the Phoenix Lights Incidence of 1997, and note the word Sedna is a homophone for the Arabic word meaning 'closure' or 'pay-back'.)
- Only certain humans while alive can fathom it (truly understand it and clearly distinguish a call coming through the veiled existence (be it coming over/through the heavenly, earthly or hell levels). The two cases being Prophets and Enlightened Ones (like the Dalai Lama)...a marginal third case, the contemporary 'Men In Black'.
- Only the Living can hear
وَمَا يَسْتَوِي الْأَحْيَاء وَلَا الْأَمْوَاتُ
إِنَّ اللَّهَ يُسْمِعُ مَن يَشَاء
وَمَا أَنتَ بِمُسْمِعٍ مَّن فِي الْقُبُورِ (35:22
- And those who can hear, must be open or receptive to the Message:
- Only those with the faculty of discernment are valid callers:
- And, again, there is no mistaking Who is Calling and Via what Agents (Agency).
{And I been hearing it and I beg to differ, I never made any representation of my being God, since a middle aged old lady with asthma and shin splints and a spotty period, is none such...interpretive dance (barzalch) as provided.}
7. To Determine the Validity of the Caller (Who Is Calling) and why the Call:
- Historically the Valid callers give information, in real time to the called, and the information is relevant; they identify themselves and those they call, and the reason for being summoned (3:39)
- Those compelled to call on God are given relief (He both Calls and Hears His Servant's Calls):
وَيَكْشِفُ السُّوءَ
وَيَجْعَلُكُمْ خُلَفَاء الْأَرْضِ
أَإِلَهٌ مَّعَ اللَّهِ
قَلِيلًا مَّا تَذَكَّرُونَ (27:62
(27:62) Or (Who Is It) Answers (Responds) to the Call of the one compelled (coerced, forced) to call on Him;
And Uncovers (Reveals) Misdeeds (var. Rids them of evil, ills, maladies that beset them);
And Made you viceroys upon the Earth?
Is there a god other than The One True God (Allah)?
How little you consider (remember)!"
- The Caller (In this case, God) Clearly Identifies Himself to Moses, whom He calls by name:
He Was Called, from the Right Bank of the Wadi (dry river bed)
In the Hallowed Valley from the Tree,
"Truly, Moses, I Am God--The Sustainer (Lord) of the Worlds."
- The Speaker/Caller (Gabriel) gives Muhammed (pbuh) information He could not have known specific details about Moses' encounter with God (28:42-28:48) and let's Him know exactly why He is being called:
(28:46) And You (Muhammed pbuh) were not present on the side of The Tur (Mount Sinai)
When We Called (Moses)
Yet it is a Mercy from Your Sustainer
That You Warn A Community (People) Not Given a Warner Before,
So That They May Bethink Themselves (Use Their Reason).
- One reason for the renewed call is for clarity/illucidation, to benefit the living (like technological advancement) and to allow it to be broadcast among those who never heard it before, again, meant to be of some benefit to them.
- It is never the case that it is a New Message, it can be text as Torah, Testament (Injeel) or Quran or some other Holy Scripture, the Message Originates from One Source, so no surprise here.
(36:69) And We Do Not Teach Him (the Messenger) Poetry,
and An Evidentiary Recitation
(meant to Clarify various things, in Science, Law, Civility, Medicine, etc.)
and to Renew (Verify) the Message (the Call) to the Unfaithful
(Non Believers--those not having heard the Message before).
- To inform the one being called of God's Forgiveness (or Displeasure, serve to check someone's behavior):
- If the reason for the Call is not immediately obvious, it only means that it may have come a little too early (or in one isolated case, I think the information got destroyed in transit).
8. There are Proper Times to Hear/Respond to the Valid Call and/or Caller.
- Valid Callers know the Propriety/Protocol when calling; they Do Not call if someone is in their 'private' apartments 49:4.
أَكْثَرُهُمْ لَا يَعْقِلُونَ (49:4
most of them are childish (ill-behaved, not sensible, unreasonable).
9. The Consequences of Making a Pretense of either Being a Legitimate Caller (either God or a Prophet) or posing as having heard a valid call, or falsifying the validity to a Sanctified Message, just may be worse than death.
Surah 40 Ghaffir
- Just so there is no misunderstanding as to what it is we consider The God around here & clearly it is not some guy or gal in a coma!
- Satan calls, too--can't help anyone and cannot harm the faithful (those who believe the Truth), and in general, doesn't have any real information to share (like the code to my Swiss bank account or the address to my new house next door to Yours (Nice is nice).
--Okay, to be fair, it was the kitchen and He did thank me for the cloak.)
I do not believe in (reject) whatever you associate with me from before (that you espouse to me previously that I have any share in God's Dominion).
Indeed, the (real) oppressors have earned a severe punishment (to be tortured)."
(On a personal note, I do not condone torture).
(11:14) And when (your false gods) fail to respond to you (cannot answer you), then know that this (Quran) is Revealed to you with God's Sanction (Knowledge); and that, Truly, there is no other deity except for Him.
So, when will you submit (to Him)?
- Why my confusion about this sad state of affairs...41:44 why in the Arabic language--(See Not Much of a Poker Face):
- While I can no longer feign being clueless, the fact remains that I really don't understand how an unfortunate 'industrial accident' evolved into this much clarity, but initially, the writing did help take my mind off the monstrous headache.
- But, I now think the grievous suffering that caused was the coercive force that made this come about, and that's why I still think it was never intended for me to publish this--but I never got to say good-bye to my kids and was hoping somehow Word would get back to them.
- All that and Arabic is not my primary spoken language.
- And, I am not a Man--Hu-man, Wom(b)-man, but not a guy.
they would say, "Why have the Signs been imparted in a foreign (alien) language, and He (the Prophet) is an Arab?
Say, "It (the Quran/Recitation) is for the Believers (serves) as a Guidance and a Source of Health (Well-being).
As for those who do not believe, there is a deafness in their ears;
and to them it's obscure (they are blind to it)."
It's like calling them from a far away place (remote place--like the Planet Seddna!).
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